For the past 3 years
Allen and I have been together, we often spend Sundays at home. Being in the
industry that we are working all day all night almost all days of the week, we
tend to be couch potatoes for at least one day. Apparently, that’s during
Sunday.
I am raised in a
family of Catholic religion but my Lola (Grandmother) was a Christian believer.
She is so close to me that I have adapted her views. She taught me all about
Christ, My Savior and Redeemer. I was only in Pre-school when I first
understand the love the Lord has for me. I knew since then that He loves me so
much; He gave his only begotten Son and died in the Cross. It was the first
verse I ever memorized for a school presentation. And up until now, I still
believe that I am loved and I should worship God with all that I am and all
that I can.
This was a struggle I
came across when I entered the relationship with Allen. He was not the
religious type. Though he studied in a Catholic School all his school life, he
firmly believed that he doesn’t have to go to church each Sundays to pray as
long as he prays if he needs to. It was always an argument whether humans came
from apes and that we came from Adam and Eve. He thinks Science says
everything. He was smarter on books than I think I am. He knows a lot of things
when it comes to technical and logic. But for me, only one thing’s for sure. My
Lord God created me from Him.
Sunday Mass or
Worship wasn’t on our priority for the past years. It was a struggle I
continued to pray for years and years.. Until Chloe came to our lives. I know
in my heart that she is a gift, an unexpected one. But I know God has been
planning magnificent things as He have promised. She came in a time where we
were so drowned by fame and money and our lives were on twist and turns.
Since our religions
contradict, it was only on her 5th Month that we seriously talked
about it. We said it is better to have the Dedication at this time when she is
not too young. Thus, she will somehow enjoy the party.
We went to Victory
Greenhills for an appointment with Pastor Tito. He was the one referred to us
after I called to set the meeting. All the while, I was so glad I am doing this
inside the Church with Allen. But as the conversation goes, Pastor Tito
wouldn’t want us to have our daughter’s dedication if we are not members of
Victory. As he mentioned it would be a future concern. He offers his prayers to
Chloe to end the discussion. That moment, I was sad. But then he said, we have
to talk about it as husband and wife to arrange the situation. And he was
right. Both parents should have the same religion because it will be
complicated for the family’s growth.
As we were in the
car, I asked him; “Ano sa Catholic na lang ba natin gawin?” Immediately, he
answered back ; “Hindi. Eh di magpamember na lang tayo sa church.”
I was in awe. Jesus
Christ has finally answered my prayers! He listened to my crying heart. He
touched my husband’s heart to come to Him. To know him. To praise Him. Finally,
a chance to be closer to our Father God.
I am thrilled on what’s going to happen. Because of my daughter coming
in our lives unexpectedly, I know God has a purpose and I know this is it. For
us, as a family, be with Him.
The next weeks was
remarkably changed, we attend 6pm Services in Victory Greenhills. With him
beside me while listening to God talking to us, it was romantic. It is an
amazing moments with my husband.
It was our 4th
week on attending the service. Now we had to do it in Victory Robinsons
Galleria because we had lunch at City Buffet along with my in-laws so decided
to just stay and wait for the 4pm Service. The ambiance was so Christmasy and
the church was jam-packed. Though, I have never heard him sing a word on
worship time, I know that he understands God’s preach. I know in time, as my
prayers would be also answered, Honey would be singing along with me with proud
voice and loud praises.
We still have a long
way to go, Oh God. Walk through us in this struggle. Take our hands on this
journey. With you on the center, we will never be alone.
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